Not Again

I got a text from BF last night.  After this year, their family is moving to W DC.

It's just all so sudden.  She never said anything of it before.  I just can't believe it.

What happened to her doing ensemble next year?  What happened to us being in the same school together?  What happened to her doing the musical theater class?  What happened to us finally being in the same show together?  What happened to her taking my job as choreographer?

We have hardly known each other a year.  She was there on some of the best times I have ever had.  But why does it have to end?

She seemed remarkably calm.  I don't understand it.  She's going to be leaving everything behind.  I would be in tears.  Maybe its just the fact that we were communicating by text, but I could hardly believe it.  Maybe its the fact that she's going to have no problem making new friends.

But I'll really miss her.  We all will.

We agreed to spend more time together over these last few months.  I'm sure I'll cherish every moment.

And JF too.  Even though she was leaving for next year already, she won't ever be here anymore.  When she comes home, she won't be coming here.  Who knows when we'll see each other?

I really wish that I had classes with her this year.  We've hardly ever seen each other this year.  We'll hardly ever see each other ever now.  This year's musical will be it.

It's going to be rough.  I can't even count how many times I've wished MS were still here.  Not only that, but I've been pretty close with this year's senior class.  And now B and JF.  Next year's going to be hard.  And after that, I'm on my own.  I want to go to college close so I'm not leaving everyone and everything behind.  But how much of it's going to be left?

-NM