This is a story...
A while back, I think it was in October, I was invited to her birthday party. Not by her. It was to be a surprise party, and MM wasn't preparing her own guest list, RH was. As close of friends the two are, this made sense. However, I realized that MM would have not invited me to that party. So I declined.
Now, looking back, if the party was today I would have likely said yes.
Because since then, we've began talking. I see her a lot. She sits right next to me in AP Calculus, and we both eat the same lunch in the chorus room. I wouldn't call us great friends, but it's reached a point where I'm comfortable calling her a friend.
When was the first time I realized she noticed me? When she came up to me and said (maybe not word for word, but this general idea),
MM: [N], do you have a Facebook
Me: No
MM: I think that's why you aren't invited to things.
She probably doesn't remember this. But I had a serious thought about it that day/night, even though I still don't have one.
Today we had a short conversation. Nothing much, but it seemed to flow naturally. It was nice.
-NM
AND HERE I THOUGHT YOU SAID NO BECAUSE YOU HATED ME!
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